:) Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 6:34 AM
`Serious Talk :)
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I`ve been asking for forgiveness to those person I did something wrong with before. =)) Until now, I still do. :D haha.. I wanted to change a lot of things in me. Not only with my looks, but with my personality too. I don`t like how I shaped my own self before. Maybe, I was just exposed to bad things that they influenced me a lot.. They built me into a nearly monster and I`m really glad I have those friends helping me to become a betterly human. @-) They taught me how to become close to Him. And every words they say about the Bible, I`m trying my very best to understand its meaning. As we discuss every Chapters from It, I feel guilt within me and like, having the thought of promise. Promise not to do those bad things I did before now. =))) I just hope it will really happen. I really want to change myself into a Better Person :))))
BETTER or BITTER?
I forgot what these words were meant for eh. Got them from a short film, Nick. I guess? :"> Of course, that`s still related to Him. That made me realize that His love will still be a thousand times larger than those problems we have. We just have to believe in His words and not to give up in every problems. It`s worth having a little sacrifice though. =P Yes. That`s right \:D/
:) Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 9:20 PM
`Typhoon Stinks:|
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I hadn`t written on my online diary for a month. :) Sorry naman =P
Everybody knew what happened to our country, Philippines. Typhoon Ondoy left 30,000 families and more, nothing. DISASTER. That`s how they call it. :(( Due to this, even those local and international celebrities are pleased to help us Filipinos to start a new life... Some are planning to bring up a concert and those collected money will be donated. Yes, there are still many people who are kind-hearted. :D MABUHAY! =)))
One thing I discovered lately, KOREANS hate FILIPINOS! :-/ I mean, not all huh. =) Some retarded Koreans talked about what happened to us, in Twitter. They even called us "MONKEYS" yeah, they have no HEARTS. Tssss... ;(( I think some knew about this already.
I remembered, one of those NOHEART Koreans said,
"Have you heard the news? The monkey island Philippines is flooded. I hope the rain will never stop to drown those monkeys."
That hurts right? Well. We all know in ourselves who the REAL MONKEYS are. Hahaha. :D Another Korean uttered these words:
"They will all die because monkeys can`t swim."
Yah right. If we`re MONKEYS, then you`re TARSIERS! Laughed :)):D
Uhm, what else? SAM`s 17th BIRTHDAY is neeeaaaar! ;)) We decided to give him a photo book with our (Samster`s) ARTWORKS on it. Yah we`re sweeeet! :"> I drew Sam`s face but unfortunately, that doesn`t look like him.. :( The LIPS eh! : Hahaha. I also wrote a long birthday message for him, and after a while, posted it in the forum. :] I just hope that he would be really touched. :*:) Here it is...
Happy 17th Birthday SAM! :D So you`re 17 na nga =)) More birthdays to come. :) Haha. You`re getting older and older. Lahat naman eh :P:)) But for me, you`ll still be the cutest guy on earth kahit maging 80 or 90 y.o. ka pa :D Mm. More projects to come. Congrats for being the No.1 CANDY CUTIE for four consecutive years na. WOW :D And we all promise to support you not only in CandyCuties and xmpre sa iba pang nominations mo :D That`s for sure. We`ll bring you to the top `coz you inspired us not only in studies, but to more complicated views in life. Sana lang hindi ka magbago. :) STAY THE SAME nga. =))) hihi.
Nung SAMmer nga, I tried forgetting you kahit konti lang kasi I`m super duper ob'CEZ'd na to you. Pero the more I forget about you, the more I remember those memories during the span of time we were together, the more I`d like to see you... Yun nga lang, matagal tagal na din tayong di nagkikita. And I guess, kahit ilang times mo na ko nkita, you still can`t remember me. Well, tanggap ko na yun :)) hehe. So till here. Hope magkita ulit tayo kasi I super duper miss you na. :*:) Thanks for inspiring us, SAMsters, na maging isa ring role model like you sa iba pang tao. Again, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!
PS: Sorry. I`m not good in drawing. Pero from the heart nman yan eh ;)
Oh. And yes, I just want to share what I did last Thursday :) I would really love to help the people who were the victims of Typhoon Ondoy. So, we went to 7:11 at around 6PM to donate some clothing and small cash. I don`t have much money so I think clothes will do. In some little ways like this, we can help a lot of people! :D Encourage every one to donate or even do spiritual help. Well, I think everyone automatically does that. =D So there, PLEASE HELP OUT GUYS! ;)) Clothes and unwanted stuffs aren`t that big right? :]
:) Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 3:26 AM
`Mood: HAPPY! :D
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Yah. With the title, don`t mind it. Hahaha. It`s just between myself and I =)))
kkay. Since everyone in the class knew that I had a crush on Michael, I guess, I`m free to write his name on my diary too. :D But here, I`ll still use the name "MN." Last Sunday, in Face book, I commented on Michael`s post and what made me really happy about it is that, he replied on it in just a few minute after another! >:D<
Cez: ww. Pasensya na talaga nung Friday, haha. Humanda ka, magpapapic ulit kami with you! bwahaha. PEACE ;)
MN: cge ba haha =)))
Cez: haha. Okay lang ba? Para kasing napikon ka last time eh.
MN: nahiya kasi ako.. :)
and so on...
Wee, that means he didn`t mind what Charmaine and Loraine did to US! :"> haha. After a while, I uploaded my pictures with Kim Jun Sung. (?) And WTH :D MN liked it! Did he mean he wanted a pic of us too? DUH. Impossible =))) that`s right. BYE! \:D/
:) Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 3:57 AM
`Random Stuffs like that, LIKE THAT :D
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I really can`t forget the fact that he`s definitely not a person whom I used to imagine. We can never say what exactly a person is thinking.. :-/ And one lesson I learned from 
my experiences, don`t ever love a person whom you can`t find trustworthy enough or something like, a truth teller. I admit, only few are not liars, and I`m not one of 'those.' haha :))
Not all the questions can be answered. Most of the time, you`ll meet them on the way. Sometimes, they just need attention in order for you to notice that those answers are just waiting for you. :) who knows? Someday, at the right time, that particular answer you`re longing for, will automatically appear without knowing that it really will..
Suddenly, I met two interesting friends that whenever I talk to them, we`ll only have one specific person to talk about. =))) HAHA. But what saddens me about them, is that they`re ex-friends. If I`m not mistaken, they fought because of a person, and I just hope they`ll be fine as soon as possible :-bd I never wanted to be a bridge for two persons, but I think they might need my help for some matters. HMM B-)
Oh yes, I just talked to my Dad a while ago, and asked him if he can go with me to SM Manila this December. EXCITED! :> But yeah, I`ve been longing to see Samuel again, so this December, I settled it up with him. I`d really want to attend the SCC Christmas Party for the 2nd time! :-bd
Kkay. Sorry I`m being too random. Been really depressed for quite sometime now. Haha! :*;)
-- * PS :) I really can`t decide if I`ll publish the post I made yesterday or not. I`m afraid they might got it wrong, you know. People think too little without knowing what the true meaning is :) :) Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 3:34 AM
`NM :) like the old days. @-))
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I had happy days week before our town`s fiesta. I feel so much inspired of what had happened last Sunday. Mm, we were having our leisure time roaming around the Plaza when "HE" suddenly talked to us. He tried to get my digits by asking my cousin, but unfortunately, I don`t know the exact one. But I really wanted to give him.! :> So my cousin lent her phone to him. After a few minutes of chat, I noticed the rose he has in his hands. He then gave it to me and I was like "YEY! :D" hahaha ^_^ I thanked him and asked why he gave me that rose. So disappointed when he didn`t tell sooo.. :-/
I quickly told my friends what had just happened and just like what I expected of.. they teased me a bit to the guy. (MIDNIGHT FRIENDS! please don`t tell others who the guy is =))) I admit, he`s kinda cute and still funny like before :) I remembered one time, we were about to go home when he, ToGetHer with his brother, asked me to walk with them. My best friend left me making me so irritated! They`re so hateful.. :-P but honestly, looking at their faces, they`re pretty good too :D
So there, FIESTA is really near. As in neaaar! ^^, I decided to come along with my friends for the sake of having even one fiesta with them before leaving my high school days :'( Since we`re one of the residents who`ll be celebrating the said occasion, I invited them to come to our house. Excited much!! :* I felt like I had slept for a long time waiting for this to happen. Until one sad news awaken all of us.. Our principal`s husband passed away :-/ Because of this, classes were cancelled. We were assigned to vigil instead.
I knew how Ma`am de vera feels of loosing one of the people she loves the most. :( Because I already did when Grandpa, Nanay, Tiyo and Tiya died. :(( I just miss them so much ...
Last Saturday, I think, I meet up with my best friend Karen to stall around. Luckily, I met N.M. again! ^_^ He even called me "Ate." UGH yet sounded sweet ;) I wasn`t really expecting that he`ll talk to me again. I felt like I can loose myself! :-D It was really different now.. Whenever I see him or have a conversation with him, my heart acts as if it will soon burst! @-)) I always know when to fall or not, and I guess, after 2 years.. This is really the time. The time for a change. =)))
:) Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
`Fireworks :)
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Wei! :D haha. Okay, I've got lots of stories to tell. , to start off, I really think that "Mr. Mike He" knows us already! :O haha. We're the Midnight Stalkers pala. Last Friday, we went home late. I decided to come with my friends. :> I was emoting while we're on our way to Jollibee; when a van, white in color, suddenly appeared in my site. I looked who's in and saw HIM there. It took time for me to realize that he was really the cute guy. ;)) So I quickly told my friends. The driver saw me pointing him out and asked "Mr. Mike He" to look at us. =))) haha!! I saw his eyes with warmth.. But I also know he has his girl, so I won't really allow myself to get into him. 
If that so, I might just hurt my feelings in the end. :-/
Moving on, when he looked at us, I waved at him unknowingly. Maybe it wasn't the real me. As far as I know about myself, I'm that type of girl who doesn't have the courage to face the guy I like or even say "HI" to him.. WOW! :P hahaha. But honestly, that's the truth. :*:) He waved back as a response. Doing that so makes a people shy; maybe that's the reason why he hid himself from us after. :'( But still, I can see his eyes towards us though. And that's quite embarrassing.. Seeing him that way can make even a single tear away..
I was watching Why Why Love earlier. ;-) It really hurts to lose someone you truly love.. As for my case, it's a friend. A friend is a person who you should value with all your heart. Yes, I do have a lot of friends but it doesn't mean I trust them all. @-)) The reason behind is that I'm just afraid to get hurt when they eventually betray my. In my heart, I feel like I've lost one. :x I even lose some oxygen whenever I think about it.. At one moment, everything we had in the past seems to disappear so easily. ;-/
Do you believe that when someone dies, they become a star
Whenever I think of my Grandpa, my 'Nanay', Tiyo and Tiya, I feel really sad. ;'(( So I look up in the sky and happily stare at the beautiful, shining stars. At that moment, the loneliness I feel will surely disappear. It's like, when I count them at a glimpse, I know it's quite impossible.. So likewise, I'll hear them saying 'they'll love me' till the end. In reality, people die. But the love that existed for sure, will never disappear.. Hmm, for instance, like those fireworks. It will never stay glowing; instead after some minutes, it will die soon. But the joy you experienced from watching them will never disappear. :-**
Aryt, much of my emotions. :] hahaha. Wei, Rainie has a new show! Cheers for her! :D Miss No Good seems to be another great story. Well, almost all of her dramas are really good. I always learn from them. :-)) Ahuh, BYE!:) Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
`SAMUEL vs AARON YAN
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Haha! 
I was watching It Started With A Kiss earlier and saw Aaron Yan there. 
wee! Kiligness talaga. He`s soo handsome 
hehe. Then may scene na, Ariel Lin was asking Joe Cheng for the three sweetest words.. Gets niyo na diba? 
He hugged her then nagconfess. Wee, ganun type kong guys! 
hahaha 
joke lang ah. 
As of now, I`m looking for graphics here in internet. May nakita akong graphics saying na 
Music is My Life. Napaisip ako.. How can they live with only music in their hands
Well, I really don`t believe them. Music 
won`t feed them without the use of money right? They do got it wrong. Maybe ang gusto nilang sabihin is, life is their music. Not the other way around 
haha. Wala lang, sorry, I`m being frank again. 
And grabe, dahil sa mga cute graphics na toh, I came to this feeling na magpost nang magpost here sa blog ko 
hihihi. Cute naman sila diba? 
Okay, since last week, Taiwanese songs of S.H.E. and Farenheit envaded my life. Saulo ko na nga sila eh! 
I keep singing until I realize that I am. Weird, I know 
But that`s the truth. I`m becoming worse everyday!!! 
Even my classmates notice my weirdness. Well, sorry na lang sila. I`m this kind of person since born eh! 
Share ko lang kung ilan FS views ko. 
wala lang. Proud eh. 
This was taken last month pa. Sorry, late update.. 
Click to enlarge
Sunday nga pala today, of course, may A.S.A.P. Ngayon na nga lang ako nakapanood, wala pa si Samuel. 
Tomorrow pa uwi niya from state. Over stay sila dun ni Tita Gene 
I miss him so maats! 
Haay. Hope to see him soon! 
I can`t resist from thinking of him though I`m starting to forget him already.. 
Noo Hindi ko pala siya dapat kinakalimutan. I always say sa GMs ko na Once a SAMster. Always a SAMster. So, no way talaga. Haha! Just forget what I said. Loka baa? 
Haha. Didn`t you notice anything Nagsasalita na ko ng Tagalog sa blog. Well, free na ako! We`re not required to speak English na sa Blog. 
Geh.. Bye na muna. 
